1.22.2012

a few quick thoughts

it was so refreshing to spend time with the lovely jenny melvin, and her adorable family this weekend. (and not just because it's SO much better than sitting at home alone all the time either!) i knew from her facebook page, that she was great. when i met her in person though, it felt like id known her for forever! i had SUCH a fun time with her- just chatting, and laughing, and hearing about her life. she is so young, but so wise, and so smart. thank you jenny melvin, for showing me such an amazing time! im excited to be your friend.

natalie is doing LOADS better, so thank you all for the prayers and good vibes you've sent her way. she opened her eyes, and seems to recognize each of her family members. this is great news because it indicates there is no brain damage. thank goodness! she was taken off of her ventilator today, and isn't entirely breathing on her own, but is breathing well with the help of the little tubes-in-your-nostril thingys. keep the prayers coming, cause they're working, and im sure she still has a long haul ahead of her.

im at a point now where i am actually beginning to look forward to my future. instead of just hanging on for dear sweet life, and trying to survive, i actually feel myself getting my spirit back. the one that makes me, me. im starting to look ahead, and feel positive, and good about moving forward. gone are the days when i look at my future with complete dread, and wonder how in the world ill go it alone. this is so refreshing. i think i might finally be beginning the healing process with regards to my divorce. and this is not to say that my hard times are over- im sure i have many sad moments ahead. but i guess it's just so nice to finally be at peace with regards to this divorce, and to be able to look into my future in a positive light. took me a long while to get here, but praise god! i made it! :) to those of you who have helped me get here... thank you. you know who you are... thank you.

i had a good, long chat with my mom tonight and it was fun. we don't get to have those nearly enough these days. but tonight, we chatted for hours and i loved every minute of it. she's being so supportive, and so loving towards me. i am blessed to have her, i really, really, really am.

welp? that's about all for now... be blessed friends. and as always... be thankful.

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