humbled.

you ask a friend for a favor, super sure they'll say "YES," and then you get shot down with a big, fat, ugly "NO." an easy favor too- a no brainer really. it hurts your feelings at first, and you catch yourself feeling embarrassed to need the favor in the first place. you begin to feel totally unwanted, unloved by that friend you were so sure was in your corner. you wonder what on earth you should do to fix whatever might be impairing the relationship, but you are honestly so taken aback by the "NO" that you just sit and cry. your feelings are hurt, and you begin feeling sorry for yourself.

but then... something magical happens. you call on someone who you never even thought of in the first place. why? you're not sure... because he's always been there. (well actually you chicken out and have your DADDY call him because you're too scared and too hurt to get shot down again) but to hear he said "absolutely! whatever you need!" without hesitation humbles you in a way you never thought possible. you begin to realize that people ARE in your corner... just not the ones you thought. sometimes the most unlikely of them all are right there backing you... people you never really even considered.

sometimes you find yourself looking around wondering "what the hell is wrong with you people?!" but it's not until you really open your eyes, give those unlikely backers a chance, that you realize you are richly loved, and richly supported. and for no reason at all really- just because. that's a big deal.

now- just cause im feeling generous, ill share something with you that will undoubtedly take your breath away.... enjoy.

"bubba gump" lip. cute, huh?