2) when im here in their house all alone though, i notice it makes really weird sounds and i get really scared.
3) hmm.
4) the shooting in conneticut is kind of like the worst thing everrrr. i feel like things like this are happening more and more frequently, and to more and more of an extreme. i hate that. i cant imagine how those mommies and daddies must feel. i keep thinking of those little ones, and how they probably had christmas presents wrapped and set neatly beneath the tree. i keep thinking of what it'll be like for their parents on christmas morning when those presents are left unopened. i keep thinking of what it must have been like for those little guys to watch their teacher be murdered right before their eyes. i keep thinking about how that probably broke their heart, because when you're in kindergarten, your teacher kinda hangs the moon and seems famous. then when the gun was pointed in their direction... they must've cried out for their moms and dads. they must have been terrified and wondered why. i keep thinking about kayla. and that sucks. i dont ever want her to know the evil that walks among us. i dont ever want her to know that this has happened, and that it could happen again- without reason or warning. i dont ever want her to know because if she knows, her sweet 3-year-old innocence will die just a little, and there's just no getting that back. i want her to keep living in a world that she thinks is magical, that she thinks is safe, that she thinks is fun. she deserves that and i want her to have it for as long as she possibly can.
5) christmas is coming and i might just... get my cute boyrfriend this...
:) i know i shouldnt... but hello!? he is CUTE! and kevin's been wanting a lil dude for awhile now, and i just think he would be so stinkin cute with a red bow wrapped arond his little neck. we'll see... bristol would really love a little companion too. i honestly know that it would be perfect for her. and besides... he's super cute. right? i can talk myself into this using that excuse over and over, huh? i think he will love it.
6) my mom and dad got a new fancy car and so that's super exciting. they got THIS rockin ride and i am jealoussss.
but guess whats also super exciting?? they're giving me their camry! they're driving it out here when they come at christmas and ill kiss the days of being broken down goodbye. the jeep can kick rocks and if i never see that thing again it'll be too soon. gosh i love my parents. they are good to me.
7) oh! did i mention that my ass hole ex husband made it outta prison? yeah, probably not. and the reason would be that i just dont care. lol.
8) i was planning to make all of my super fun christmas goodies this weekend, but realized we wont have kayla so we'll be pushing it back till next. get ready.
9) in my opinion there are CNN girls and there are FOXnews girls. im a CNN girl. proudly.
10) im so excited for christmas! SO excited! so, so, so, so, so excited!!!!!!!!!! i hope that you are too!
be blessed friends. and as always- be thankful.
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